We'll start with the lows...
I've been sick, and it worries me. (See earlier post)
A friend's father just died
I don't have enough money to pay my rent
I can't seem to be able to get even a part time job out in the "real world" (only online)
and the State wants to cut back on and/or take away my unemployment benefits... which I've received for less than a month.
Etc. etc. etc.
Boo.
But then there are the high notes! The happy points! The exciting moments! Including:
Getting hired to be the Lansing Electronic Music Examiner on Examiner.com. (Check out my first article with them here: "Macs Bar supports electronic music in Lansing")
Getting my article, The Top Five Zoos in Michigan, featured on the front page of List My 5.
Getting more followers on Twitter
Getting approved as an affiliate for
and seeing Wilhuff succeed in the online, social networking world.
But where's the in between? I can't go through life like I'm on a rollercoaster; up and down, up and down! Sometimes I need some in between.
The ideal ratio would be 70% good things (the highs), 10% bad things (the lows... you know, so that I can still appreciate the highs), and 20% in between (in between. Neither bad, nor good, just a normal, smooth sailing kind of boring regularity that sometimes help to keep a person sane.)
For now, I probably just have to deal with the rollercoaster ride. Maybe eventually the good things (like, my writing) can help with the bad things (like... my lack of money), but until then, I just have to keep trying my best and plugging away and working hard to survive and keep hope alive...
Peace and Love,
Meagan
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